Let's face it.
I never imagined this would happen...
Would you like to guess what happened to lil' ol' plain me? No right?
Well then i won't beat around the bush anymore. "He" asked me to be his girlfriend and wait for me...Tempting right?
I easily got tempted. (hahaha)
I said yes. Through fucking ym and facebook. I know he doesn't want people to know bout our relationship much..Only those close to us.. I accept that.. so try my best not to act like a Love-struck girl and post whatever shit on facebook or whatever social site I can find. I really don't want to bother people especially him.
This will be a very hard relationship... Only relying on chat and social networking sites... No text messages, no calls, no visit, no face-to-face, no nothing. I'm so anxious to catch him online that I seldom turn off my computer..not that it has much difference in the past anyway. (all those downloads and I'm an insomniac.=.=)
So the only thing I can do is wait.
wait and wait and and wait.
Now he's getting busier and busier cuz' he's trying to land a job and go to college and everything, plus he's a gamer so I can't really distract him when he's playing (dunn wanna be a bother plus i know the feeling ^^).
But I'll get by~ I've spent my years waiting...What's the diff. now?
Hmmm... Maybe the difference is that I'm waiting for something that I want so badly to see..touch..feel...embrace.
I can only hope for the best.
...Wish me luck <3
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